Yoongi has always felt like a safe space, or like coming home to your chosen family.
ALT
He’s shown us the courage in vulnerability and has been raw when it comes to the things he’s gone through.
He’s an advocate for mental health, and has made so many of us feel unashamed for the things we can’t control.
And inspite of all of the pain he’s experienced, he’s always shown up for us.
He gave us HYYH - the most beautiful moment in life, an album that so many of us still hold close to our hearts. It’s a safe haven, an album that not only changed BTS’ trajectory, but HYYH is an album that is there for those who need it
For those who are different, for those who have been made to feel less for dealing with mental health issues.
I look at yoongi and I’m grateful for everything he’s done, but I also admire him.
For his honesty, for the way he sees the world and critiques it when it needs it. I admire his take no bullshit attitude and for the gentle way he cares for those he loves, for the way he shows up, and the way he supports them.
I love his perseverance, resilience and his soul.
I love his gummy smile, his “listen boy, my first love story”, for his passion, the fire in his soul, because he’s my favorite tangerine and my honey boy
I love him for “infires”, for “Irish bombs = friendship”
I love him for “are you tired little guy”
I love his “forever roommates” to his soulmate
I love his “our hope”
I love him for “we’ve known each other for 13 years”
I love him for “I like your voice”
I love him for the way he loves the 7
I don’t know how I’m supposed to do this without him.
Sometimes life gets a bit too much, and I go to that post and I write about how hard life is, how the parts of my mind attack me in ways that can be debilitating, I write about the hardships I’ve experienced and I write about how far I’ve come. But mainly I write about how much I love and respect yoongi, how he inspires me, how he is helping so many people and kindly changing the world around him.
And today after reading that message from BH, I went to this post, and I looked at the picture, and the sky, and how beautiful it is.
This hurts a lot. So fucking much.
And it’s going to hurt until we’re all back together, but I have hope that we’ll meet again in the future and be reunited under the same sky.
ALT
